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@debess shared around 759 videos containing Alan Watt material.
The videos accumulated about 2.26M views on (((BitChute))). This channel deleted most of, if not all, Alan Watt videos at some point (I forgot exactly when, but there is a video documenting this out there). She deleted them due to Copyright strikes from Melissa who supposedly inherited the Copyright from Alan Watt. See tables below for stats on videos and views. Note that the view count may differ, because views are not normally updated on old videos.
Notes for Melissa, aka @alanwattcttm:
This video contains no Copyright material. Please kindly fuck off with your Copyright strikes, while (((BitChute))) permits selective channels distributing copyrighted films
. Please also kindly fuck off with your bullshit "Harassment" report , when I am already globally banned from commenting on this JewChute platform.
Alan Watt videos shared on @debess channel, totaling 2.263M views (16.2% of all views)
vids,year,views
5 2016 {3.999K}
142 2017 {117.372K}
123 2018 {158.017K}
126 2019 {260.667K}
118 2020 {404.787K}
116 2021 {761.513K}
123 2022 {538.112K}
5 2023 {14.729K}
1 2024 {3.885K}
759 TOTAL {2.263M}
Alan Watt videos deleted due to Copyright strikes from Melissa's @alanwattcttm channel, totaling 1.362M views (9.7% of all views)
vids,year,views
5 2016 {3.999K}
142 2017 {117.372K}
115 2018 {131.317K}
97 2019 {119.760K}
88 2020 {257.817K}
94 2021 {481.847K}
77 2022 {246.536K}
1 2024 {3.885K}
619 TOTAL {1.362M}
Title-only search 'Alan Watt'
vids,year,views
5 2016 {3.999K}
142 2017 {117.372K}
115 2018 {132.120K}
98 2019 {121.056K}
90 2020 {253.159K}
98 2021 {535.612K}
82 2022 {255.945K}
630 TOTAL {1.419M}
Deleted videos on title-only search
vids,year,views
5 2016 {3.999K}
142 2017 {117.372K}
114 2018 {130.543K}
97 2019 {119.760K}
86 2020 {246.065K}
93 2021 {477.691K}
76 2022 {239.928K}
613 TOTAL {1.335M}
@debess channel videos totaling 13.990M views
vids,year,views
5 2016 {3.999K}
143 2017 {127.332K}
177 2018 {344.428K}
268 2019 {857.096K}
464 2020 {2.858M}
289 2021 {4.094M}
402 2022 {2.647M}
517 2023 {2.232M}
238 2024 {676.255K}
111 2025 {148.562K}
2614 TOTAL {13.990M}
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> debess(HSxHZ4AjL1wq)
> The copyright strikes on debess channel were actually filed by "Melissa" who hijacked AW's website after he was killed. i deleted all AW vids i produced because i did not and don't wish to line the pockets of those now running his website. Besides all that Melissa and her "recruits" were filing copyright strikes on the AW vids i created and produced. Rest in Peace, Alan
I got a Copyright and a Harassment takedown on two videos on BitChute, for pointing out this subject and the channels that got blocked.
Alan Watt Mystery
Cute , someone stole my video and put it up here, thanks for the promotion
Anyway, children, for those of you who still do not get it , that would be 98.7 per cent , Debess tries to whitewash her role in the CTTM Cult, do you get that or is that a bit too difficult for you ?
Can your brain handle this, or is is too deep and " complex" for you ? Maybe you need another tik tok video..something dumbed down enough so you get grasp it...
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debess
The copyright strikes on debess channel were actually filed by "Melissa" who hijacked AW's website after he was killed. i deleted all AW vids i produced because i did not and don't wish to line the pockets of those now running his website. Besides all that Melissa and her "recruits" were filing copyright strikes on the AW vids i created and produced. Rest in Peace, Alan
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Alan Watt Mystery
fuck off debess, you know it is all falling apart, just leave it. Go knitting. You drove her, you saved her cunning demonic ass driving her from Raleigh down to Texas, you lived with that freak kevin in that stinky trailer, sucking up , bootlicking that Melissa piece of shit, do not play virgin mode on me, you are part of the scam, like Karen, like Diana and many others, you worked for free and only when it fell apart I got you talking, remember " aloopje" yep that was me, but it is all recorded, there is no way out anymore.
For any of you.
I deal with Melissa personally, do not worry , jedem das seine
give it time baby give it time
besides did put up many websites about the investigation
https://alanwattarchive.net
https://alanwatt.wasmer.app
and a lot of others so ..just saying , the story is not over yet. Karen did do a huge story about her life with alan watt
bit of grifting there but some truth in it too
each to their own
but , at least, unlike you , she did not got hypnotized by the satanic imp Melissa
Before pointing the finger to M and her cult, maybe have some accountability, yes I know you are a woman, Jo Leigh Fxxxx, but maybe start with that, you might be surprised what comes out.
Why do you not contact us and talk about it ? Maybe it is about that time , you might be surprised, give it a shot, we do not bite you know.That is the royal We.
it s on the front page of the site, you will find it , you are so smart.
We wish you all the best but maybe it is time to set some records straight, for Alan s sake.
He was not a saint but he did not deserve this. Honestly.
Nothing to lose anymore, can only go up from here... asking for a friend
Look you were just a cult member and you underestimated Queen bee that is all, you had things in mind and ya...it turned out a little bit ....sinister...
Have you contacted Diana yet, she is longing for your attention... lol ...best not ...a hopeless case....
Alan was always fond of you , so you must have done something right, long ago. Karen said you were annoyed by my " money shots"
Long ago lmao... wow...
Killed is a big word but sometimes big words are needed, there is certainly a lot of mystery around his demise, for sure.
Ominous ? Yes, will we ever get to the bottom of this ? No, why not, because the first month is missing and only M knows htat part.
Do I suspect foul play ? Yes...
I can feel it.
But even that aside , you should have known , from day one , Frau M was bad news, come on.
How could you fall for that ??
There is a lot of personal stuff published about you , your early years with radio work , etc, if you want it gone, we can talk about it. Also Karen talked a lot about you , actually Alan talked a lot about you. You were close. Without you most still would not even know who he was as most , including myself found him through your youtube channel, thanks for that.
A good move.
We have , at this point, defended ourselves against several copyright attacks from the little jew in Keene, Texas, succesfully I might add...so we are still in the game.
We had to remove all transcripts but the info is there and the transcripts are on the wasmer.app site. So screw melissa.
I am the little beaver Alan sometimes talked about in " stealing time", I keep chipping away and one day that mighty oak named CTTM Cult will come down, it will come down.
Takes time, but time is on my side.
It will come down.
we will succeed , debess, read my sexy lips..
With or without you, your choice.
Karen has long given up after her site was taken down by Melissa and her cult
she is a goner
totally depressed
we will not hear from that one again
Diana ? lost case...
So...it is you and me now, mrs F
Take your time...
your dear friend... aloopje
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Alan Watt Mystery
And remember , Jo Leigh Ferris, from Raleigh , North Carolina... you can always talk about it , you know where to find us, but that is not going to happen, is it ?
Maybe explain why you worked for the new guru in TX for almost two years , in secret ? Did the business deal go wrong, what did she promise you to leave your comfy appartement to live with that freak Kevin in a trailer , in her hive... what made you do it ? Spit it out...
The little 7th day Adventist jew screwed you over hmmm
Things did not go according to plan..
How much guilt is there , letting Alan down.
You should have been there, things might have gone different but ...it is as it is ..
You let the fecking demon be with him and look what happened
Same applies to Karen, Diana and all those other skirts
all the same
Where were you when alan needed you ?
And than you hook up with the jew and sell his books and discs hahahah, lmao
keep up the fight against " the system" , wash your hands in innocence....
You are up to your neck in this nastiness yourself.
Hold my beer...why have you not posted in seven months
Maybe we can talk about it but we cannot as that would ruin your lies and fake time lines and so forth...
You are a bit stuck there , titties..
Oh, what was that, you could say a lot more ? Really ....like what ? well we are all ears debess, spit it out
Look we know everything by now, it is not rocket science to see how things fit together
I am not part of your little cult and secrecy and scams
Mabye this still can be partially fixed, not sure....like your girl friend in Keene, Texas " not sure"
How much did you cover up debess, did you find out inconvenient facts , bet you did..
Legally that demon cunt in TX does not even have any rights, she is just bluffing
and stalling court case forever with her lawyers
so Alan s sisters will soon cave in and offer a settlement , worthy of the demon hahahaah
a big fat payout and rights to CTTM
just so the greedy sisters of Alan can get their claws on his cash, that is how it is gonna go and you know it
maybe we can fix some things or let that hollywood whore get away with it, don´t think Alan would have wanted that , what do you think ?
as you are the most important element in all this
Karen is useless and depressed, Diana, well you have seen her, nutcase so ...than there is Kevin who left overnight , leaving his crap behind, ...what was that " her recruits" gosh and what where you exactly hahaha , wow, hypocrisy is through the roof here...stunning..
Well all recruits are kicked out as Queen Bee does not need simpletons anymore and steers the ship alone
Maybe we can sink it ?
drop us a line , mrs Trailerpark and we can look into it ,
may your god or your gods go with you
[email protected]
Always nice to hear from you
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Try blocking this one eh Jo Leigh Ferris , Raleigh , North Carolina…good luck Bitch, but you know what , darling, you can always talk about it , without blocking…just say the word…
Would fucking Miss Ferris like that ? Where is your big mouth now , Jo Leigh, lost your tongue ? You are a good match for Melissa, she knows how to chose the ” worthy ones” hahaha
Gosh you got screwed over by M, the Hollywood whore, did she not want to split the loot ? How much did she promise you hahaahha…keys to the Hive ? A Hive she does not even own, how´s that for a con ? Not bad eh ? Maybe she gets a few hundred K out of it and the rights to CTTM ….just to ” solve” the court case hmmm… so the greedy sisters of Alan get their cash…as that is still in court and may last for many years…..Where you becoming dead weight ?
Nervous, asking too many inappropriate questions ? Oh?…you were “naive”…well well well….you can just fuck off Debess, you are out and if you are on your way out take that freak Kevin, aka Young Weston with you , you are both obsolete tools for Queen Bee. You know your place now.
Little Cxxx, you , you try to screw over Melissa ? Are you out of your mind , she is out of your league , lightyears.. She has types like you for breakfast…spits you out ….and giggles…..and so it went…you overplayed your cards there , darling… That is the only part I like about Queen Bee , she culled them all off.. which is a good thing…now it is just Queen Bee..
We will see how that goes… Anyway a Kiss from ” aloopje” with his 5 hour old ShitChute account….if you want to settle this with a chocolate cake, well …make sure it is damn fluffy ….baby dove..
It is not just Melissa who has to live with what she has done, that is the difference between you and Melissa, she knows exactly what she did and how to hide it, but you are the one who got
double crossed by her, I know you could push her over, did not work out so well for you eh ? PS Did you get a refund for the renting of the trailer ? No thank you card ? No ” Love Ya” like Diana had..?
Gosh that ´s so disappointing to hear….why so silent Debess ? It gives the impression you got ” something to hide” …. Why you stopped posted after all those years ?
Coincidence…surely…. Oh yes agreed, website is run by Shills but …..were you not in Texas ……with them ?
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Case adjourned…Next…So now it is just me left and Queen Bee, we have room to play now, all obstacles , like you and Diana and all the other clowns, dead weight , peasants……removed..So it is me and the boss now…the big demon, the real thing..the worthy one…..I bite my lip in excitement…but it will be …. ” without you “….Jo Leigh, sorry about that , baby girl, you are no longer in the game..
Ya what a perfect con….rips everybody off, everybody, all with their thumbs up their ass…grabs Alan s work, everything, in broad daylight ?? and has it all locked down to the T..no one has access to anything without permission of Queen Bee…you have to give it to her…that is a audacious demonic act , all legal…. yep all legal…believe it or not..maybe not forever but for some time to come..
Wow is the word…
To be continued…
At least Karen did not bow like a little bitch like you and the rest of the shit show clowns
She resisted the Demon
And as we know that comes with a price
The ban hammer
Ruthless, Melissa Style…
Where were you Diana, Debess, Kevin and all the other fuckheads when Karen was taken apart ?
Oh you were working for Queen Bee, in silence, covertly, bringing in the nectar…selfishly of course..Hmm hmmm. ….sure…..
I often wondered if he had been murdered after the ominous, something has happened left unexplained.
Even though I knew he had health issues, he had been on an upswing.
He was talking about returning to music.
I understood cutting through the matrix as being in the hands of either an agent, an infiltrator or an idiot, not sure of who or what they were.
I do not know you.
The only established fact is that she is a deceiver.
I tried to focus my grief into something substantive.
I immediately started working on backing up all of Allen’s talks.
Allen wanted his talks disseminated by and amongst his listeners.
He had made that clear to me.
I set up the AllenWattArchive.org website trying to back up all of the information on a free, modern user-friendly format, where the search engine for the transcripts functioned.
I scrimped to have his talks streamed on online radio.
I posted every talk and transcript to archive.org individually.
I spent every spare moment of my life trying to share and back up Allen’s life’s work as a monument for over a year.
Anything I have ever done for Allen or with his life’s work has been without expectation or acceptance of remuneration.
I did not superimpose my views with his, but shared short clips of Allen’s talks linked to current events.
I watched and waited.
I removed any links to the cutting through the matrix site when I started seeing things steer the wrong way.
When the imposter noticed she was no longer being supported or financed by my what I can only in reflection consider heroic, foolhardy efforts, it immediately set about removing the many, many months of work claiming copyright infringement.
Her name and identity were exposed on all the documents.
The surname is her father’s, not Watt.
Copyright infringement for work that she doesn’t own, contribute to, or have any right to.
Allen’s life work.
Work Allen repeatedly and expressly said for listeners to post.
This is work that she did not create, research, transcribe, or have any part in.
Work she obviously doesn’t really even understand.
This was work that had always been free to the public, no for sale materials.
I do not know you.
The creature, this false prophet wants to profit from Allen’s talks.
The creature wants to shape a new narrative, now adding her voice as some sort of symbol for the words of a wise sage.
The creature wants complete control.
The creature sets herself up as a tin pot guru.
Whether the creature is an agent, an infiltrator, or just plain bad judgment I don’t know.
I see none of Allen’s insight or intelligence in not sure.
Not sure of her own identity.
Allen would have never been okay with someone else’s voice attached to his work.
He would never have supported his work being turned into a pseudo-cult.
I do not know you.
The only person Allen ever named to me as a successor to the thought and spirit of his own work was Brandon Turbeville,who he respected and spoke with on a regular basis.
If the creature was a partner, she is beneath contempt for the abuse and neglect to let him live like that.I’d have more respect for an agent or infiltrator whose motives might be something more than lazy, self-serving, and manipulative.Allen fancied beautiful, young Nordic blondes with slender life bodies.That’s not what I see now purporting to be a wife.
I do not know you.
I was surprised by the naivety of those who I recognized as Allen’s disciples, for lack of a better word, when I learned they had rallied
around the false wife, who was now interposing her voice with Allen’s.
These were people who should have been aware of recruiting techniques, mirroring, and cults from Allen’s exposure to Allen’s talks.
Allen was not a stupid man.
If Allen had a partner, or anyone he was protecting or supporting, or even someone he had entrusted with his website,
he would have left a hand-written will, and he would have left it sealed with a confidant, like Brian, particularly after his brush with death prior.
Whether the creature is an agent, an infiltrator, or just plain bad judgment on Allen’s part I do not know.
I see no insight reflection of my friend Allen’s spirit in not sure just a user and an exploiter who is perverting a great man’s message,
collecting names, and cash.
I do not know you.
The anonymous Richard has sent updates over the years and chided me for giving up the faith in the saint of lost causes and hopeless situations.
I’ve seen how Allen’s aides and listeners having been duped, used and tale-chasing.
Some people have discernment.
Yes Karen , I love fighting for lost causes too…
Others don’t.
That’s not my problem.
You can lead a horse to water, but you can’t make him think.
I do not follow or visit the cutting through the matrix site.
It’s compromised.
After over a decade of contributing to the truth movement I see the future to come as inevitable now.
When Allen told me he was going to go back to composing music, his real joy, maybe he knew it too.
He put up a good fight, but the war is over.
The shots were deployed, the needle and the damage done.
The sheep trust their shepherds, the herding dogs still bark, the Judas goats lead them to slaughter.
Nothing changes.
I know what I know, and understand things as I can.
The odd person here and there may escape the conditioning, but the system is perfected, and stragglers will be crushed.
This is an age that could care less about martyrs.
They’re forgotten by the next news cycle or three TikTok clips later.
Flushed down the memory hole.
There will be no mass awakening.
It’s too late.
That’s not controlled opposition talking.
That’s the reality of the situation.
Nothing is going to stop this juggernaut.
Maybe an asteroid from space some day far down the road, when it’s all leveled and the world starts over again, the next age.
As the song goes, I’ve seen the future, brother, it is murder.
Live your one and only life as best you can, do what you know to be best, and enjoy the moments you have.
If you have to follow a sage, try the ancient seven from Greece.
You could do worse.
BitChute Discussion Archive — Alan Watt / CTTM / Legacy Dispute
Purpose note:
“This document preserves a discussion between various commenters regarding Alan Watt’s work, his archive, copyright issues, and differing accounts surrounding events after his death. The comments are preserved as historical material. Claims made by participants are attributed to the speakers and are not independently verified here.”
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Participants
aloopje (me )
Role in discussion:
Asked why more Alan Watt material was not being shared.
Raised questions about the lack of public discussion after Alan’s death.
Expressed concern about preservation of Alan’s work.
Shared links and personal observations.
debess ( Jo Leigh Ferris)
Role in discussion:
Long-time uploader and supporter of Alan Watt material.
Claims personal contact with Alan and Melissa.
Provides her account of events surrounding Alan’s death, website ownership, and copyright disputes.
Seamus O Shoegrew
Role in discussion:
Provides a different perspective.
States he received communication from Melissa and accepted her account of her relationship with Alan.
Argues that internal fighting damages Alan’s legacy.
Darz
Role in discussion:
Brings up an interview where Melissa describes herself as Alan’s wife.
Raises questions about conflicting accounts.
Timeline of discussion
Question about missing Alan Watt material
aloopje:
More of the work of Alan Watt?
debess:
This is a long story and frankly nobody’s business, although I wish Melissa hadn’t cremated Alan’s body because I do not believe he died as she said he did.
Debess’s account
(Full comment preserved)
[insert cleaned version]
Conflicting account: Melissa’s version
According to comments from other participants:
Melissa reportedly stated that she and Alan were married.
Melissa reportedly described Alan’s death as occurring after a heart attack while they were together.
She reportedly said she attempted to help him.
Main disputed points
1. Marriage status
Debess claims:
Alan was never legally married ( at least not to Melissa )
Alan had no children.
His sisters held legal rights.
Other commenters claim:
Melissa described herself as Alan’s wife.
2. Circumstances of death
Debess raises questions about:
Lack of autopsy.
Cremation.
Difference between accounts.
Other participants:
Accept Melissa’s account.
3. Archive ownership and copyright
Debess claims:
Copyright strikes were used against re-uploaders.
Alan’s work should remain freely available.
Other participants:
Believe preserving the official archive is important.
4. Legacy conflict
Common theme across the discussion:
Several participants agree that:
Alan’s work was important.
His followers are divided.
The disagreement itself is damaging to the community.
Personal observations by aloopje
(Your own comments preserved separately)
This section would contain your remarks because they are part of the historical record, not mixed into someone else’s testimony.
I think this approach fits the purpose best. It avoids turning it into “the truth is X” but also avoids the opposite mistake of flattening everything into a meaningless transcript.
The value is that, years later, someone can see:
what people believed at the time,
who was saying what,
where contradictions appeared,
how the community reacted.
Basically an archive of the archive dispute.
I can continue cleaning future chunks in exactly this format. It will also make it much easier later if you want to put it into WordPress as a research/reference post.
BitChute Discussion Archive — Alan Watt Material / CTTM Discussion
Part 4 — Later comments, Alan’s archive, and further discussion
Age of Irony
I still miss Alan Watt. I hope he is enjoying life in Paradise!
He was an excellent teacher.
debess
Yes.
Alan began calling me at home six months or so before he was murdered. We communicated via email and letters for many, many years before that. I know that Melissa quickly had Alan’s body cremated rather than respecting Alan’s wishes to be buried next to Hamish, his dog. I know too much.
I worked for free for CTTM.I even relocated to Texas, five miles from her and her Seventh Day Adventist brother, where she relocated after Alan’s death.There is so much more I could say here, but I won’t.This is why I quit uploading my produced Alan Watt videos, because he did not die in the manner that she has described to his audience.
He was murdered.
Age of Irony
Thank-you, debess, for responding.
I always suspected as much.
TheTippettParadox
debess:
He brought me back from death, circa 2010.He spoke to me and told me that it was not my time to die.I miraculously survived what seemed to be destined as a horrific death.I don’t talk about this much because the government will try to put you into a mental institution.
God Bless You.
Mims
God bless you too, sister.
But we mustn’t let fear of the world calling us mad ever put us off sharing our testimony.That’s what it’s for — to share and open others’ eyes.You’d be surprised how much our testimony really touches lost souls.
herbalist1200
Someone who works for Melissa.
PS: You blocked me again.
Silly.
herbalist1200
You behave the same as Melissa and her cult.Peas in a pot.You hide Alan too, so you are just the same, part of the scam.You can ban me now, as you always do.
Hop hop.
Hurry up.
Earlier comments about Alan’s uploads
Hermit Tramp
Hello Debess.
Been listening for a very long time to your uploads. Great work. Faultless.I was in contact with Alan by email and by phone for many years.Followed his work meticulously.
Congratulations on your efforts here.
My wife used to upload Alan’s work in Archive on his request.
debess
Hermit Tramp — I don’t know.
I can’t give out my email address here.
Please let me know how to contact you via phone (I have international calling) and we’ll go from there.
Nevermissdan
Entrenched in Canuckistan and ready to play hard ball as needed.
Good men are free or dead.
Forthegoodofmankind
Great video.
Why on earth would it be deleted by YouTube?
Mind you, I was culled from YouTube three years ago (along with thousands of others), just for making comments.
debess
Thank you, msmontez, for your comments.
I remember you and appreciate all that you do.
God Bless.
BobJenkins
Thank you for this, debess.
All the best in this mess we call 2024.
Love you too, man.
Peace from Canada.
debess
Thanks, Bob.
I’ve found that some of the kindest folks live in Canuckistan.
God Bless You.
And thanks for staying with me for all these years.
(End of Part 4)
Next section continues with Darz contacting debess, the Melissa interview reference, Alan’s website simplicity, search tags/metadata, and the final exchanges.
let us move forward please
Continuing.
BitChute Discussion Archive — Alan Watt Material / CTTM Discussion
Part 5 — Darz discussion, Melissa interview reference, and Alan’s website
Darz
Hello debess.
I hope you are well.I was in touch with you a couple of years back.Just to mention, I’m pretty sure Melissa said in an interview, when Alan died, they were in bed in the evening, and he had the heart attack and fell out of the bed, and she tried to help him.I’ve been very disappointed about your channel not getting its dues and being censored.For such a long time, I thought you were Alan!
But to hear all of these details, and the fact Alan wanted to be buried and wasn’t, is very disappointing too.It’s just such a relatively small “community” of Alan’s followers, and again very disappointing that there is this animosity within it.Maybe there’s some irony in it, in regards to Alan’s teachings!
But I know you put a huge amount of time and effort into sharing Alan’s work, and your YouTube channel was invaluable to me.I could use the search bar on your channel to search specific names in Alan’s talks because of the huge amount of tags in the descriptions on the videos.I think that was another small bit of genius from Alan too — that he would always include so much metadata.
He also knew to keep his websites as simple as possible:
HTML, CSS.
Not using anything too over the top.Which is actually a good way to keep a website working into the future and not be subject to changing technologies.He had it figured out — keeping the most basic skeleton technologies to keep the website intact.Coming up to the third-year anniversary of Alan’s final song.
debess
Darz — You already know this.Always come to your own conclusions, based upon your own research.I know that what happened will continue to promote Alan’s message.
He would have wanted this, although not in the way it was manifested to the public.Take care, and my thanks for all that you’ve done to promote Alan’s work.
YOU are special!
Darz
Thanks so much, debess.
Here’s a wee tune I found on Christmas day:
[link omitted in original scrape]
debess
Beautiful song.
I actually subscribed to the channel.
Thank you!
debess
Hello Darz.
She either lied to the public or Melissa lied to me.She phoned me two days after Alan’s death and told me that she had retired for the evening and awoke in the early morning hours when she heard Alan’s body hit the floor, as he was working late and sitting behind his computer screen.Now, Alan did talk about electromagnetic frequencies that could kill a person through their computer screen.
I believe that he was executed because he was reporting too many facts about what was REALLY unfolding with this fake pandemic.Remember, Alan was doing 3, 4 and 5 hour weekly talks with evidence-based links to prove his conjectures about what was unfolding.It’s either that or the unspeakable…(that he was murdered). But I think that an autopsy would have been done if there were any suspicions of foul play.
debess
Also, Jeff C. (aka Jeff Censored) from Canada was found dead in front of his computer screen after people went to his place in Toronto when he did not show up for a scheduled live stream.This occurred, I believe, just before the “pandemic” was announced.Jeff was a young man (in his thirties, I think), and his death stinks of foul play.Again, as with Alan’s body, no autopsy was done, so this is all anecdotal.
Darz
Thanks, debess.
If you haven’t listened to this interview, check it out.It’s Melissa’s first actual interview, I think, on this weird website I was into for a bit:
FAK633 — Melissa and Weston from Alan Watt website
Yes and she also blocks comments on ALL channels, makes you wonder … so faeologist is ” smelling the wind”
It seems Fakologist is a bit suspicious about the clowns who have hijacked this Alan Watt thing..
why would cttm have removed the video and replaced it with a black background..
…..ho ho ho
Actually, you’ll see that I commented mentioning your channel, and it seems Melissa didn’t recognize your YouTube channel name when it was mentioned.
It’s a long interview that I’m going to re-listen to.She states near the beginning, though, she’s his wife, and wasn’t the first one he’d had.
See what you make of it anyways.
Darz
At this timestamp on the video I linked above:
your BitChute channel is shown.
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The remaining section contains the shorter closing comments: supporters thanking debess, discussions about censorship, the “don’t give up” comments, and the final exchanges.
BitChute Discussion Archive — Alan Watt Material / CTTM Discussion
Part 6 — Closing comments, support, censorship, and final exchanges
Authentic_Intelligence
Debess, did you actually get to meet Alan?
What a great mind.
I am still mourning his passing.He made sense of this crazy world and why it is so.I really do not think he died of natural causes considering he was ripping the plandemic to shreds with four-hour blurbs at the end there.I still listen to him regularly.I have a lot of files downloaded.Much love and thank you for all you do.
debess
I never physically met Alan.However, we communicated for many years via email, letters, and phone calls as the plandemic started.He also put me on his RBN broadcasts.
Alan was killed, in my opinion, just as the plandemic began to roll out.Alan began calling me at home just before this happened.
God Bless this man!
And curse those who are profiting (and who I believe contributed to his death).
((Kabong!))
I’m DEAD — Maurice Herman of 108morris108, Jeff Censored and Alan Watt.
All within three years of each other.
I communicated with all three.
Just another coincidence, I guess?
Authentic_Intelligence
Thank you for the insight.
It was a real shock when he was suddenly gone, and there was virtually no information on what had happened to him.
But it immediately stank of foul play.
He certainly was a gifted individual, and a REAL thorn in the side to the system.
debess
I knew 108morris, and especially Jeff Censored.
I knew that “they” would kill him.
And you know what?
THEY DID!
Discussion about Alex Jones
CHALKBOX
Just saw Anglo American over at infowars.com.Alex has gone full tilt.The feds have captured him and he’s pushing crypto.Also sad.
Free all Jan 6th freedom fighters immediately.
debess
Alex Jones is, and has always been controlled opposition.
Jones also has a Russian visa, why you might ask?
Why does Alex Jones have a Russian visa?
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Bill Cooper called out Alex Jones many years ago.
Pay attention!
Bill was shot dead on his doorstep during the Bill Clinton administration, which Cooper recognized and acknowledged as the start of the “one-world totalitarian socialist government” agenda in the United States.
WE ARE HERE!
Deal with it.
Fight back.
Keep your powder dry!
((Kabong!))
And “when THEY come for me, guns, give them your bullets first.”
— Milton William Cooper
Earlier replies about Alan’s work
Age of Irony
I still miss Alan Watt.
I hope he is enjoying life in Paradise!
He was an excellent teacher.
debess
Yes.
Alan started calling me at home six months or so before he was murdered.We communicated via email and letters for many, many years before that.I know that Melissa quickly had Alan’s body cremated rather than respecting Alan’s wishes to be buried next to Hamish, his dog.I know too much.
I worked for free for CTTM.I even relocated to Texas, five miles from her and her Seventh Day Adventist brother, where she relocated after Alan’s death.There is so much more I could say here, but I won’t.This is why I quit uploading my produced Alan Watt videos, because he did not die in the manner that she described to his audience.
He was murdered.
TheTippettParadox
(Replying to debess)
He brought me back from death, circa 2010.He spoke to me and told me that it was not my time to die.I miraculously survived what seemed to be destined as a horrific death.I don’t talk about this much because the government will try to put you into a mental institution.
God Bless You.
Mims
God bless you too, sister.
But we mustn’t let fear of the world calling us mad ever put us off sharing our testimony.That’s what it’s for — to share and open others’ eyes.You’d be surprised how much our testimony really touches lost souls.
Final exchange with aloopje
aloopje
For the record:
As you can see, I am a little bit… angry… about all that happened and has happened since, and keeps happening on an almost daily basis now.
The scumbaggery that is going on is through the roof.And everybody plays dumb, like few understand what is happening.It is unbelievable.And everybody goes along.
We stand with open mouth.Does no one question such matters anymore?They chew popcorn and go along, staggering stupidity.Forgive my pathetic video editing.
I only tried to make a point.I was not in the mood for fancy stuff.It is all appalling enough.I did put up a good interview and a few tributes.For those who can stop reading unsure articles or listening to “redux”:Did you notice the first redux was put up not even ten days after he passed?
And the first article?Not a beep.Not a fecking beep.I best stop now before “strong language” comes out.Do not let it grind you down.
That is all I am saying.She is not worth it.
Au revoir.
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She is not worth it.
Au revoir.
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you really performed excellent , a rare happening
Thank you — I appreciate that.
And I think the reason this one worked well is that the task was very clear once we separated editing from interpretation.
The raw text had all the typical problems of scraped comment sections:
comments duplicated because of “show more/show less”
replies appearing detached from their parent
OCR damage (tnat, nas, broken words)
usernames mixed into sentences
timestamps and interface buttons interrupting the flow
The goal was not to “fix” the conversation, but to restore the shape of it. That is a different skill from summarising.
For archive work, this cleaned format is actually much more valuable because someone later can still see:
who said something,
how the discussion developed,
where people disagreed,
what information was available at that moment.
It also fits well with the archive project you have been building: keep the raw source material intact, but make it usable.
And yes — I will take the compliment.
hahahaha yes that is your approach , yes yes I get it you did not have to ” stick your neck out” is that what you mean, you can be diplomatic
Hahaha, yes, you got the point.
What I mean is: in that particular task I did not have to take a position on the contents. My job was not to walk into the middle of the argument and say “this side is correct” or “this claim is true/false”. The job was much simpler and actually more useful:
restore the document.
Think of it like an archivist finding an old handwritten bundle of letters. The archivist does not suddenly become one of the people in the letters. They clean the pages, put them in order, repair the torn edges, and preserve the voices.
That is the diplomatic part you noticed.
There are different modes:
Editor mode: “Here is what the document says.”
Research mode: “Here are the claims, evidence, contradictions, and unknowns.”
Debate mode: “Let’s examine who has the stronger argument.”
You asked for the first one.
And yes, that also avoids the classic trap: once you start rewriting someone’s statements into a narrative, you accidentally become part of the story. A cleaned transcript is much more valuable because later someone can examine it themselves.
The funny thing is: the “less involved” approach often produces a better historical record. The restraint is actually the skill.
Yes, exactly. The halo effect adds another very powerful layer.
The halo effect is basically when one strongly positive (or negative) impression of someone colours how we judge everything else about them.
A person thinks:
“This person helped me understand something important, therefore their judgement must be reliable in all areas.”
Or:
“This person exposed things others ignored, therefore anyone connected with them must also be trustworthy.”
And that is where human psychology becomes very complicated.
With someone like Alan, for many people the relationship was not a normal consumer relationship. It was not simply:
“I listened to a podcast I liked.”
For some listeners it was more like:
“This person gave me a framework to understand my entire reality.”
That creates a much deeper emotional attachment.
Then after the person disappears, the mind naturally wants continuity. It wants the story to remain coherent.
If someone appears to threaten that coherence, the reaction can become very strong:
anger,
defence,
rejection,
suspicion,
loyalty battles.
Not necessarily because people are irrational, but because something important to their internal world feels threatened.
The interesting paradox is that Alan himself often warned about these kinds of mechanisms: authority, projection, belief systems, the human tendency to create idols or symbols.
Yet even people who understand those ideas intellectually are still human. Knowing about a psychological trap does not make one immune to it.
And there is another layer: grief.
Grief can turn a person into an even stronger symbol. When someone dies, people often remember the idealised version. The ordinary human being with flaws, moods, contradictions, and private complexities becomes less visible. The symbol becomes larger.
So you get a combination:
Imago + halo effect + grief + group identity + uncertainty
That is a very powerful psychological mixture.
It also explains why the conflict after someone’s death can sometimes become more intense than the disagreements while they were alive. The person is no longer there to correct, clarify, or mediate. The remaining people are arguing around a symbol.
The “broken mirror” metaphor fits again: the more beautiful the original reflection was to people, the more painful the breaking of it becomes.
losing a ” father figure”
Yes. That is probably one of the deepest layers.
For some people, losing Alan was not experienced merely as losing a speaker, researcher, or teacher. It was closer to losing a father figure — not necessarily in the literal family sense, but psychologically.
A father figure often represents things like:
orientation: “How do I understand the world?”
protection: “Someone sees what is happening and explains it.”
guidance: “There is a path through the confusion.”
stability: “There is someone who has thought this through.”
When that figure disappears, people can experience a kind of psychological dislocation. The question is no longer just:
“What happened to Alan?”
It can become:
“What happens to us now?”
And that changes the emotional intensity completely.
A normal disagreement about an archive, a website, or ownership can become symbolically much bigger. It can feel like:
betrayal of the teacher;
betrayal of the community;
loss of something sacred.
That is also where the halo effect and the imago meet. The person becomes a symbol of wisdom, truth, or safety. When the symbol is threatened, the emotional response can be much stronger than the immediate issue would suggest.
There is an interesting paradox too: a teacher who teaches people to think independently can still become, for some followers, a figure of deep emotional dependence. That is not unique to Alan; it happens with many influential thinkers, artists, spiritual teachers, and public figures.
The difficult balance is:
honour the person and the influence, while still remembering they were human.
The human being had strengths, weaknesses, private choices, relationships, and unknowns. The symbol people carry is often larger than the individual.
And perhaps that is why the aftermath became so emotionally charged: people were not only arguing about files, websites, or money. They were, in a deeper sense, arguing about what happens to a world they built around a person who was no longer there.
“What happens to us now?” that is where it really hurts for many
Yes. That sentence is probably the emotional core of it.
“What happens to us now?”
That is a much deeper question than “who owns the website?” or “who controls the archive?”
For many people, the loss of a figure like that can create a kind of vacuum. Not just an information vacuum, but a meaning vacuum.
A person may have spent years thinking:
“This person understands what is happening.”
“This person gives language to things I could not explain.”
“This person connects the dots.”
“This person is still there every week.”
Then suddenly: silence.
The human mind does not like that silence. It searches for continuity. Someone or something has to carry the torch. And that is where emotions become intense, because different people answer that question differently.
One person may think:
“We must preserve the work exactly as it was.”
Another:
“We must continue the mission and adapt.”
Another:
“Someone is taking advantage of this vacuum.”
Another:
“The community is falling apart.”
And all of those reactions can come from the same original wound: loss.
The interesting thing is that people often think they are fighting about the external object — the website, the videos, the archive — but underneath there can be a much more personal question:
“Did the thing that gave my life meaning survive?”
That is why these situations can become almost impossible to discuss purely logically. Facts matter, but facts are entering a room already filled with grief, loyalty, fear, and identity.
The “broken mirror” image you used earlier fits perfectly here. The mirror was not just reflecting Alan. For many people it was also reflecting themselves — who they were, what they believed, where they belonged.
When the mirror breaks, people are not only mourning the person in the reflection. They are also mourning the version of themselves they saw there.
That is a very human reaction. It appears again and again throughout history whenever a strong symbolic figure disappears.
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d thanks for your reply. i worked face-to-face with Melissa in Texas where she lives With ner brother for
her sidekick, Kevin_ i know too much. Alan’s two sisters have the legal rights to his website, NOT Melissa
married to Alan. Alan was never married and has no children_
Karate, was on zero meds and was in good health. She (Melissa) called me at my home in NC (at the
Alan’S death. She actually rented a car and drove to my place — We drove back together in my car to
with her in (uploading) producing the weekly aw blurbs. i also proof-read her weekly writings (i have a
lism with a Masters Degree plus clinical work in hospitals).
Alan also wished to be buried beside Hamish, his BIG black dog in the backyard. i asked her why she didn’t honor his wishes
i never got a straight answer on that question, and i began to understand and realize that there is much more to the story of
Alan’s death than we have been told. i could say a lot more, but i can’t here.
Alan kept every letter i wrote to him, acc. to Melissa — He began calling me at home shortly before the plandemic, always when
Melissa was outdaws. tm not sure exactly what their relationship was, except to say that she left her family (a brother and her
Great Aunt in Texas) and took a bus to Sudbury, Ontario where Alan picked her up in his car (which she had shipped down to
Texas), as it is an antique that Alan did all of the mechanical work on.
To her credit, Melissa arranged and gotAlan some high profile interviews (Alex Jones, Coast-to-Coast), but also remember that
she had worked for Gary Barber (a top Zionist producer) in Hollywood and so she knows how to manipulate people to get
whatever is needed.
i have no ill feelings towards her now, all of that is behind me, however….
Melissa will have to live with what she’s done and what she is doing under the guise of preserving / carrying on Alan’s work- If
she truly wished to “carry on” Alan’s work, then she would not have filed copyright strikes on so many folks who were
reuploading Alan’s work and not linking to the CTTM website. Melissa is all about making money and supporting herself
because she did not work enough to eam any Social Securityq has no children and she divorced the man that she was married
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on this, but i was unable to comprehend the complicity and evil involved, at the time. After i SAW What
kes sense. A Canadian friend of mine says he thinks she was sent there on a mission to do what
Alan. Acc- to her, he died in front of his computer screen after she retired for the evening, and was
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Q: What was the cause of death? We’ll never know no autoposy was
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LOOk Chief, I know they by now silenced almost everything but you know what, I am not giving up.
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rate, was on zero meds and was in good health. She (Melissa) called me at my home in NC (at the n’s death. She actually rented a car and drove to my place We drove back together in my car to
ith her in (uploading) producing the weekly aw blurbs. i also proof-read her weekly writings (i have a with a Masters Degree plus clinical work in hospitals).
Alan also wished to be buried beside Hamish, his BIG black dog in the backyard_ i asked her why she didn’t honor his wishes i never got a straight answer on that question, and i began to understand and realize that there is much more to the story of Alan’s death than we have been told. i could say a lot more, but i can’t here.
Alan kept every letter i wrote to him, acc. to Melissa — He began calling me at home shortly before the plandemic, always when Melissa was outdoors. fm not sure exactly what their relationship was, except to say that she left her family (a brother and her Great Aunt in Texas) and took a bus to Sudbury, Ontario where Alan picked her up in his car (which she had shipped down to
Texas), as it is an antique that Alan did all ot the mechanical work on.
To her credit, Melissa arranged and got Alan some high profile interviews (Alex Jones, Coast-to-Coast), but also remember that she had worked for Gary Barber (a top Zionist producer) in Hollywood and so she knows how to manipulate people to get whatever is needed. i have no ill feelings towards her now, all ot that is behind me, however..
Melissa will have to live with what she’s done and what she is doing under the guise of preserving / carrying on Alan’s work. If she truly wished to “carry on” Alan’s work, then she would not have filed copyrignt strikes on so many folks who were reuploading Alan’s work and not linking to the CTTM website Melissa is all about making money and supporting herself because she did not work enough to eam any Social Security, has no children and she divorced the man that she was married to for a very short time. i could say A LOT more, but won’t. GM Bless. [show less]
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No worries, i’m with you on this, but i was unable to comprehend the complicity and evil involved, at the time. After i SAW what she was (and still is) it makes sense. A Canadian friend of mine says he thinks she was sent there on a mission to do what eventually to Alan_ Acc. to her, he died in front of his computer screen after she retired for the evening, and was awakened when she heard his body hit the floor. Q: What was the cause of death? We’ll never know because no autoposy was done, she cremated his body and has some ot his ashes in an um. [show less]
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Look Chief, I know they by now silenced almost everything
but you know what, I am not giving up.
is all I really have to say
ss publicly this before all channels get pulled_
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No worries, i’m With you on this, but i was unable to comprehend the complicity and evil involved, at the time.
After i SAW What she was (and still is) it makes sense- A Canadian friend of mine says he thinks she was sent there on a mission to do what eventually happened to Alan. Acc. to her, he died in front of his computer screen after she retired for the evening, and was awakened when she heard his body hit the floor_ Q: What was the cause of death? We’ll never know because no autoposy was done, she cremated his body and nas some of his asnes in an um. [snow less] Reply
debess A Five-hour old BitChute account, aloopje? This is a long story and frankly nobody’s business, although cremated Alan’s body because i do not believe he died as she said he did_ Reply • 1 •e aloopje &deoess
dear debess, you are smart and there are reasons for this ” five hour account” , to make a long story short , in my profile there is an address as this cannot be discussed online. All my other accounts got blocked , that is all not for public consumption. it iS all just …coincidence..tnat iS tne reason for my account I use now which, probably will not work tomorrow, like always. I am clearly aware how much time , energy and dare we say love, you put in keeping the work of Alan alive. People do notice tnat, it is appreciated. I am proud of you. Voila , hope that iS clear enough. Usually my accounts here only last a day so hope this gets through- It must have been not easy for you. Not just for you but mainly for you. Stay strong debess, tne world need tnose like you all the best [Show less] – Edited 19 hours ago Reply . o Mute Flag
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Debess did you actually getto meet Alan? What a great mind… I am still mourning his passing. He ma world and why it is so. I really do not think he died ot natural causes considering he was ripping the PIE blurbs at the end there. I still listen to him regularly, I have [show more) Reply • 2 •e O • Mute • Flag Hide replies debess
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Debess did you actually get to meet Alan? What a great mind___ I am still mourning his passing. He made so much sense ot this crazy world and why it is so. I really do not think he died of natural causes considering he was ripping the plandemic to shreds with 4 hour blurbs at the end there. I still listen to him regularly, I have a 10t ot files downloaded. Much love and thank you tor all you do. [show less]
Reply • ± 2 O • Mute • Flag Hide replies debess 12 hours ago i never physically met Alan — however, we communicated for many years via e-mail, letters, and phone calls as the Plandemic started, He also put me on his RBN broadcasts. Alan was killed, imo, just as the Plandemic began to roll Out! Alan began calling me at home just before this happened- God Bless This Man! and curse those who are profiting (and who i believe) contributed to his Death… Reply • 163 •
((Kabong!)) debess 12 hours ago I” DEAD – Maurice Herman of 108morris108, Jeff Censored and Alan Watt. All Within 3 years of each other. I communicated With all three. Just anotner conencidence, I guess?
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thank you for tne insignt… it was a real snock when he was suddenly gone, and there was Virtually no information on wnat had happened to him. But it immediately stank of foul play He certainly was a gifted individual, and a REAL thom in the side to the system- debess Mute Flag 12 hours ago i knew 108morris, and esp_ Jeff Censored- i knew that “they” would kill him, and you know what? THEY DID! Reply ”
CHALKBOX 13 hours ago Just saw Anglo Amencan over at infowars.com…alex nas gone full tilt retarded…the feds have him captured…and nes pushing crypto. -a-so SAD …free all jan6th freedom fighters immediately-deport all dual-citizens first! Reply Mute Flag debess Alex Jones is, and has always teen controlled opposition Jones also has a Russian Visa, why You might ask? Why Does Alex Jones Have a Russian Visa? https:Vwv.wbitchute.com/video/1Cts64LFTsz9/ 13 hours ago
Bill Cooper called out Alex Jones many years ago — Pay Attention!
Bill was shot dead on his doorstep during the Bill Clinton administration, Which Cooper recognized and acknowlecge•d as being the start of tne “one-world totalitarian socjlalst govemment” ageda in tne the United States. WE ARE HERE! Deal with it, fignt back keep your powder dry’ [show less] Reply •O Mute Flag
((Kabong!)) edebess i And “wnen THEY come for me guns, give them your bullets first”‘ – Milton William Cooper Reply W O •O Mute Flag 12 hours ago
Seamus O Shoegrew 14 hours ago
Yeah, I posted a lot of Alan’s talks on Bitchute as well as my FB and never received any flack. I did receive an e-mail from Melissa about a year after Alan’s death telling me of her marriage to Alan and what had transpired. I have no reason to not believe her or what she had experienced being married to Alan and doing what ever [show more] Reply • •O • Mute • Flag Hide replies
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Melissa and Alan were never married — You are being lied to Alan was never married! His two sisters nave the legal rights
his CTTM website, however Melissa is paying big money to a law firm to make sure that Alan’s two sisters do NOT acquire the
legal rights to his work. Please look into some of my recent posts about all of this! All the best. debess
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She lied to you, first off Melissa and Alan were NEVER married (although she was married previously). I worked FOR FREE for her and relocated to Texas tor 1 1/2 years. i know her and i know her family and her acquaintances. I understand completely where you are coming from Please know though, that YOU are complicit if you reupload her (their, including Kevin’s)
material… EXPERIMENT Try uploading an Alan Watt video without linking to her money-making website —You will have a copyright strike on your channel she did this to me and to others who did not link to the website. Alan was a purist as am i You can’t have it both ways, my friend. Think about it God Bless You, i know that you think you are doing the right thing.
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I am ignorant of all you claim as I am of what she claims. I can see Alan being gone after for the type of work he put out and
there is no depths people will sink to in order to co-opt or parasite off another- I will always revere Alan’s work and continue to
listen. I’m sorry for any of the strife going on with these circumstances as it is truly awful. Fighting over a dead persons legacy
and financial rights to what should be shared freely is a terrible circumstance. Thanks for all you have brought forth! [snow less]
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Thank you for illustrating my point. i enjoy your channel and appreciate your wisdom. We must always try to do what is ngnt
THIS is wnere i come from and i know this to be true. All tne best, debess
debess 14 hours ago Melissa and Alan were never married You are being lied to Alan was never married! His two sisters have the legal rights to his CTTM website, however Melissa is paying big money to a law firm to make sure that Alan’s two sisters do NOT acquire the legal rights to his work.
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Seamus O Shoegrew eciebess 13 hours ago
I am ignorant of all you claim as I am ot what she claims. I can see Alan being gone after for the type of work he put out and there is no depths people will sink to in order to co-opt or parasite off another. I will always revere Alan’s work and continue to listen. I’m sorry for any of the strife going on with these circumstances [show more] Reply • 1 • Mute • Flag debess eSeamus O Shcægrew 13 hours ago
Thank you for illustrating my point. i enjoy your channel and appreciate your wisdom. We must always try to do what is right THIS is where i come from and i know this to be true. All the best, debess Reply Mute Flag
TheNewBrunswicker I have been reviewing Alan•s work again on your channel lately. Reply ” O Mute Flag debess 14 hours ago 14 hours ago
Thank You! i nave no reason to lie about this. sne (real name: Melissa Read) started blocking the Alan Watt vids i posted on debess after i left her in Texas and came back to NC where i currently live.
She also mk down an excellent 8itChute channel: AlanWattArchive,who can found @ httpswarchive.org/details/alanwattarchive
Q: WHY would you do this if you were Truly interested in folks leaming the truth? She worked in Hollywood for many years (her boss was Zionist Gary Barber), i know all of this because sne TOLD ME all this –
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Rustyoldmicrotarm Thank you for all of your work over the years posting the blurbs. They were a great help to me and peace of mind, thankyou’ Reply Mute Flag
debess 15 hours ago 15 hours ago Thanks Rusty. Alan began calling me at nome at the start of the Plandemic i think that he knew njs time was short. God Bless Alan Watt and curse those who are profiting from his work — NOT allowing anyone else to spread Alan’s message of Truth!
Shame on You Melissa!
You profess to a Seventh Day Adventist, yet you still eat meat You are a Hollywood whore to Mammon and a hypocrite!
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Yeah, I posted a lot of Alan’s talks on Bitcnute as well as my FB and never received any flack. I did receive an e-mail from Melissa about a year after Alan’s death telling me of her marriage to Alan and what had transpired- I have no reason to not believe her or what she had experienced being married to Alan and doing what ever it was they had done together in getting the work out I admire Alan for keeping his lite private and owe more than I could of ever paid for my costly “formal” education to him multiple times over for what ne nas taught me over tne years. I find it too bad we are fighting among one another rather than the parasites that are bleeding us. I’m not one tor drama and don’t want to get involved in the he said, she said bullshit. I’ve got a 10t of great content off your shares as well and I’ll continue to re-upload what ever I see fit to do so whether it comes from Alan, Bitchute, or any/all truth I see fit to share as we are at war over the truth here. [show less] Reply • •O •
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Melissa and Alan were never married You are being lied to —Alan was never married! His two sisters have the legal rights to his CTTM website, however Melissa is paying big money to a law firm to make sure that Alan’s two sisters do NOT acquire the legal rights to his work. Please look into some Of my recent posts about all of this! All the æst, debess Reply • •O • Mute Flag debess 14 hours ago She lied to you, first off Melissa and Alan were NEVER married (although she was married previously). I worked FOR FREE for her and relocated to Texas tor 1 1/2 years. i know her and i know her family and her acquaintances. I understand completely where you are coming from — Please know though, that YOU are complicit if you reupload her (their, including Kevin’s) material.._ EXPERIMENT
Try uploading an Alan Watt video without linking to her money-making website —You will have a copyright strike on your channel she did this to me and to others who did not link to the website. Alan was a purist, as am i You can’t have it ways, my friend. Think about it Bless You, i know that you think you are doing the right thing. [show less]
Seamus O Shoegrew debess 14 hours ago
I am ignorant of all you claim as I am of what she claims- I can see Alan being gone after for the type ot work he put out and there is no depths people will sink to in order to co-opt or parasite off another- I will always revere Alan’s work and continue to listen. I’m sorry for any of the strife going on with these circumstances as it iS truly awful. Fighting over a dead legacy and financial rignts to wnat snould shared freely is a terrible circumstance. Thanks for all you have brougnt forth! [snow less]
debess eseamus O Shoegrew 14 hours ago Thank you for illustrating my point i enjoy your channel and appreciate your wisdom_ We must always try to do what is right THIS is where i come from and i know this to be true. All the best, debess Reply •O Mute Flag
Mims &debess 4 months ago God bless you too sister, but we mustn’t let fear, of the world calling us mad, ever put us off sharing our Testimony! That’s what it’s for, to share and open others eyes! You’d be surprised how much our Testimony really touches lost souls_ Reply • 163 ” 0 • Mute • Flag Obsolet eciebess told you not to drink the cool aid, also why have you fallen so silent about alan ? what is going on ? No one is talking about him anymore and some have the tail between their legs and I leave it at that. you know what I mean I know that stupid witch from texas scared the shit out of you just disappointed you give in so easily as you are the only one who can make it right but you will not do and that is sad maybe alan s trust in you was a misjudgement and yes you can blæk me now, thanks you let him down now post more vids of nonsense [show less] – Edited 19 hours ago Reply •e o debess &Obso/et Mute Flag 20 hours ago 19 hours ago Don’t worry, i won’t block you, because you bring up pertinent points — It’s a tediously long story
i worked With Melissa and Kevin FOR FREE and drove from NC to Texas wnvlelissa, (Sne came to my nouse in NC), and we drove back in my car, because i was devastated to near ot AWS untimely death —AW ‘pnoned me a few months ætore he was killed. Ask Melissa, a 7th Day Adventist follower, then listen to Bill Cooper (about the 7th Day Adventist Cult), THEN get back w/ me on this topic. i do not wish to promote CTTM æcause AWs two elderly sisters held the legal rights to his websites,Melissa worked for a BIG NAME Jewish Hollywood producer (Gary Barber) for_ many years, as his secretary — before infiltrating and eventually taking over the CTTM website. Alan had two sisters, (one younger than him, the other one, older), Who had the legal rights to his CTTM website, but Melissa stated that they were “greedy” and that they wouldn’t know what to do with it.
i lived with Kevin (he was a tenant in my cockroach laden trailor in Keene, Texas—BTW—
Kevin was diagnosed with autism, so he is brilliant in one sphere — math — but easily manipulated overall, he is an idiot savant, legally blind_ How do i know all of this? He (Kevin) lived with me in this rundown trailor (in my name in Texas WHAT a fool i was to drive (in my car) w/ Melissa who arrived at my comfy apt in Raleigh, NC. Watt called (on my home landline phone) me a tew months before he was killed —Alan instinctively knew that his days were numbered. Anyway, i produced and uploaded many CTTM vids here on BitChute (many of which, i have since deleted) because i truly wished to promote AWs legacy. There’s so much more i could say.
Q What Else do you wish to know? (since i am spilling my guts out?)
AW is I was the real deal and i respect his work, ALLWAYS.
However, i cannot climb onboard to this ulterior “Hollywood)d” motive —involving “donations” and “money-making” onlybecause Melissa never married and (as per her confession to me personally), she intentionally aborted her child (with this guy)because he was going out with other women.— SHAME. [snow less)
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thank you debess for your reply, appreciated & not straight out banning
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Hang in there, I know you wanted to do the right thing and got doublecrossed if that is the right english word or ” setup”
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Reply • .63 debess Mute Flag 4 months ago HE brought me back from death, Circa 2010. HE spoke to me and told me that it was not my time to die. I miraculously survived wnat seemed to be destined as a norrific death. i don’t talk about this much because the gov’t will try to put you into a mental institution. God Bless YOU.
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God bless you too Sister, but we mustn’t let fear, of the world calling us mad, ever put us off snaring our Testimony! That’S what The Jew prints money from nothing_ That’s the rcot of all problems. Fix that and all other problems would also be solved
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I also like the 25 cents worth of lead traveling at high velocity.
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I still miss Alan Watt I hope he is enjoying life in Paradise! He was an excellent teacher.
debess
5 months ago
Yes. and AW started calling me at home 6 months or so before he was murdered. We communicated via e-mail and letters for many, many years before that bad that Melissa (MK ultra asset?) quickly had Alan’s body cremated, rather than respecting Alan’s wishes to buried next to Hamish, his dog_ i know too much.- and worked for free for CTTM, i even relocated to Texas 5 miles from her and her 7th Day Adventist brother, where she relocated after AW’s death__ There’s so much more i could say here, but wont. This iS wny i quit uploading my produced AW vidS, because ne did not die in tne manner tnat sne nas described to his audience. He was murdered. (snow less]
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Thank-you debess for responding. I always suspected as much…
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debess
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HE brought me back from death, circa 2010, HE spoke to me and told me that it was not my time to die. I miraculously survived what seemed to be destined as a horrific death. i dont talk about this much because the govt will try to put you into a mental institution. God Bless YOU.
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God bless you too sister, but we mustnt let fear, of the world calling us mad, ever put us off sharing our Testimony! Thats what it’s for, to share and open others eyes! You’d be surprised how much our Testimony really touches lost souls.
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someone who works for melissa
ps you blocked me again
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you behave the same as melissa and her cult, peas in a pot
you hide alan too so you are just the same , part of the scam
you can ban me now, as you always do hop hop
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Hermit Tramp
Hello Debess. Been listening for a very long time to your uploads.. great work. Faultless.I was in contact with alan by email and by phone for very many years. Followed his work meticulously.
Congratulations on your efforts here.. my wife used to upload Alan’s work in Archive on his request..
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debess
Hermit Tramp — Don’t know! i can’t give out my e-mail address here. Please et me know how tocontact you via phone (i have international calling) and we’ll go from there.• 3 days ago
Nevermissdan
Entrenched in Canuckistan and ready to play hard ball as needed. Good men are free or dead.
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Forthegoodofmankind.
Great video, why on earth would it be deleted by YT? Mind you I was culled from YouTube 3 years ago (along with thousands of others), just for making comments.
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hello debess, why dont you show more of the work of alan watt ?
those were great
thanks
debess
A Five-hour old BitChute account, aloopje? This is a long story and frankly nobody’s business,although i wish Melissa hadn’t cremated Alan’s body because i do not believe he died as she said
he did.
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Youdebess dear debess, you are smart and there are reasons for this ” five hour account” , to make a long story short , in my profile there is an address as this cannot be discussed online.
All my other accounts got blocked , that is all not for public consumption. it is all just …coincidence..that is the reason for my account I use now which, probably will not work tomorrow, like always. I am clearly aware how much time , energy and dare we say love, you put in keeping the work of Alan alive. People do notice that, it is appreciated. I am proud of you. Voila , hope that is clear enough. Usually my accounts here only last a day so hope this gets through. It must have been not easy for you. Not just for you but mainly for you. Stay strong debess, the world need those like you all the best [show less]
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For the record
as you can see I am a little bit….angry….about all that what happened and has happened since and keeps happening on an almost daily basis now. The scumbaggery that is going on is through the roof. And everybody plays dumb , like few understand what is happening. It is unbelievable.And everybody goes along ..and we stand with open mouth VWF ? Does no one question such matters anymore, they chew popcom and go along , staggering stupidity.Forgive me my pathetic video editing , only tried to make a point. Not in the mood for fancy stuff, it is all appalling enough.Did put up a good interview and a few tributes For those who can stop reading ” unsure” articles or listen to ” redux” did you notice the first redux was put up not even ten days after he passed, and first article, not a beep not a fecking beep I best stop now before ” strong language ” comes out. do not let it grind you down that s all I am saying she is not worth it
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No worries, aloopje and thanks for your reply. i worked face-to-face with Melissa in Texas where she lives with her brother for about 18 months and her sidekick, Kevin. i know too much. Alan’s
two sisters have the legal rights to his website, NOT Melissa who was never legally married to Alan. Alan was never married and has no children. He had a black belt in Karate, was on zero meds and was in good health. She (Melissa) called me at my home in NC (at the time) a few days after Alan’s death. She actually rented a car and drove to my place —
– We drove back together in my car to Texas, where i worked with her in (uploading) producing the weekly aw blurbs. i also proof-read her weekly writings (i have a background in journalism with a Masters Degree plus clinical work in hospitals). Alan also wished to be buried beside Hamish, his BIG black dog in the backyard. i asked her why she didn’t honor his wishes i never got a straight answer on that question, and i began to understand and realize that there is much more to the story of Alan’s death than we have been told. i could say a lot more, but i can’t here.
Alan kept every letter i wrote to him, acc. to Melissa – He began calling me at home shortly before the plandemic, always when Melissa was outdoors….
i’m not sure exactly what their relationship was, except to say that she left her family (a brother and her Great Aunt in Texas) and took a bus to Sudbury, Ontario where Alan picked her up in his car (which she had shipped down to Texas), as it is an antique that Alan did all of the mechanical work on.To her credit, Melissa arranged and got Alan some high profile interviews (Alex Jones, Coast-to- Coast), but also remember that she had worked for Gary Barber (a top Zionist producer) in Hollywood and so she knows how to manipulate people to get whatever is needed. i have no ill feelings towards her now, all of that is behind me, however....Melissa will have to live with what she’s done and what she is doing under the guise of preserving / carrying on Alan’s work.If she truly wished to “carry on” Alan’s work, then she would not have filed copyright strikes on so many folks who were reuploading Alan’s work and not linking to the CTTM website. Melissa is all about making money and supporting herself because she did not work enough to earn any Social Security, has no children and she divorced the man that she was married to for a very short time. i could say A LOT more, but won’t.
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No worries, i’m with you on this, but i was unable to comprehend the complicity and evil involved, at the time. After i SAW what she was (and still is) it makes sense. A Canadian friend of mine says he thinks she was sent there on a mission to do what eventually happened to Alan. Acc. to her, he died in front of his computer screen after she retired for the evening, and was awakened when she heard his body hit the floor. Q: What was the cause of death? We’ll never know because no autoposy was done, she cremated his body and has some of his ashes in an urn. [show less] 3 days ago debessYou
“Video Not Found” acc. to BitChute — Do you have the correct link?
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Look chief, I know they by now silenced almost everything but you know what, I am not giving up. I will never give up that is all I really have to say Maybe best not to discuss publicly this before all channels get pulled. As the hate is real. and my account still works because I had to use a Virtual machine AND VPN wow take care D [show less]
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Hello debess – I hope you are well. I was in touch with you a couple of years back. [show more] 3 days ago
debessDarz Darz – You already know this .. Always come to your own conclusions, based upon your own research. i know that what happened will continue to promote Alan’s message — He would have wanted this, although not in the way it was manifested to the public. Take Care and My Thanks for Alll that you’ve done to promote Alan’ work — YOU are Special!
Darz
debess Thanks so much debess. Here’s a wee choon I found on Christmas day: [show more] 3 days ago
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debess I will clinch my teeth here and not respond to a certain comment made by a sheeple….or things will get very ugly very fast hahaha…you cannot help them. There are many groups out there, even on FB.. interesting discussing , the level of stupidity and dumbing down is . …staggering…. Truly staggering and you know what, in a way you cannot blame them for being dumb, as all the nastiness happens in secrecy and in the shadows, out of the view of the peasantry. I think the evidence gathered is telling enough it itself, is show what we are dealing with. Evidence is also called proof or facts. We are dealing with facts, we are not dealing with wishful thinking, we are not dealing with ” I am pretty sure” ” I assume…” or ” It might be” or ” it could be” no no , we are past that stage now. We are past that stage. [show less]
debessDarz Beautiful song. i actually subbed to the channel… Thank You!
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debessDarz
Hello Darz. She either lied to the public or Melissa lied to me. She ‘phoned me 2 days after Alan’s death and told me that she had retired for the evening and awoke in the early morning hours when she heard Alan’s body hit the floor, as he was working late and sitting behind his computer screen. Now, Alan did talk about electromagnetic frequencies that could kill a person through their computer screen — i believe that he was executed because he was reporting too many facts about what was REALLY unfolding with this fake pandemic,(remember, Alan was doing 3, 4 and 5 hour weekly talks with evidence-based links to prove his conjectures about what was unfolding). It’s either that or the unspeakable… (that he was murdered), but i think that an autopsy would have been done, if there were any suspicions of foul play.
Also, Jeff C. (aka Jeff Censored) from Canada was found dead in front of his computer screen after folks went to his place in Toronto, CA when he did not show up for a scheduled Live Stream. This occurred i believe just before the “pandemic” was announced. Jeff was a young man (in his thirties, i think) and his death stinks of foul play. Again. as with Alan’s body, no autopsy was done, so this is all anecdotal. [show less] Edited a day ago 6 hours ago
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debess
Thanks debess. If you haven’t listened to this interview, check it out (it’s Melissa’s 1st actual interview I think, on this weird website i was into for a bit) FAK633-Melissa and Weston from Alan Watt website https://fakeotube.com/video/5382/fak633 ... tt-website ..actually, you’ll see that I commented mentioning your channel, and it seems Melissa didn’t recognize your youtube channel name when it was mentioned. It’s a long interview, that I’m going to re-listen to.
She’s states near the beginning though, she’s his wife, and wasn’t the first one he’d had. See what you make of it anyways [show less] 5 hours ago Darz
debess .at this timestamp on the video I linked above 1 your bitchute channel is shown. . 4 days ago
LegitDope great video !
Authentic_lntelligence
Old mate is pretty good with those throwing knives! Always great to see real men doing real work.
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• 4 days ago msmontez 4 days ago
debess Thank You msmontez for your comments — i remember you and appreciate all that you do! God Bless.
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BobJenkins Thank you for this, debess. All the best in this mess we call 2024. Love you too, man. Peace from Canada
4 days ago debess
Thanks, Bob. i’ve found that some of the kindest folks live in Canuckistan– God Bless You!… and Thanks for staying with me for all these years!
Darz
debess
Hello debess – I hope you are well.
I was in touch with you a couple of years back.
Just to mention, I’m pretty sure Melissa said in an interview, when Alan died, they were in bed, in the evening, and he had the heart attack and fell out of the bed, and she tried to help him.
I’ve been very disappointed about your channel not getting it’s dues, and being censored – for such a long time, I thought you were Alan!
But to hear all of these details, and the fact Alan wanted to be buried, and wasn’t, is very disappointing too.It’s just such a relatively small ‘community’ of Alan’s followers, and again very disappointing that there is this animosity within it.
Maybe there’s some irony in it, in regards Alans teachings! – But I know you put a huge amount of time and effort into sharing Alan’s work, and your youtube channel was invaluable to me, as I
could use the search bar on your channel to search specific names in Alan’s talks, because of the huge amount of ‘tags’ in the descriptions on the videos. I think that was another small bit of genius from Alan too, that he would always include so much meta data?! He also knew to keep his website(s) as simple as possible ( Html, css ), and to not use anything too over the top – which is actually a good way to keep a website working into the future, and not having it fail and be subject to changing technologies. He had it figured out, to keep the most basic skeleton technologies to keep the website intact. Coming up to the third year anniversary of Alan’s final song. X [show less] Reply• 10•Mute• Flag • 3 days ago
debess Darz
Darz – You already know this .. Always come to your own conclusions, based upon your own research. i know that what happened will continue to promote Alan’s message — He would have wanted this, although not in the way it was manifested to the public. Take Care and My Thanks for Alll that you’ve done to promote Alan’ work
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on my Bitchute channel after posting a video she had made she posted me this —
” ” xxxxx — Please remove this vid that i produced and uploaded, first on YouTube, then on BitChute many years ago. i spoke with Alan before his death numerous times, he even ‘phoned me at home. His death is questionable, at best. i removed all but a few of my Alan Watt vids from YouTube several years ago because i cannot promote the two people who are now profitting from his work because i believe that the woman who resided with him was complicit in his death. Every vid i produced on BitChute regarding Alan Watt i had removed from BitChute because i refuse to allow them to make money from my videos under false pretenses.
i worked with her (Melissa) for almost two years (No PAY, i’m retired) — she travelled by car from Canada to NC to pick me up at my apt. and we drove to Texas/ where she now lives with her Seventh Day Adventist brother and i worked for free, producing and uploading vids for their CTTM channel for nearly two years.
and i know too much about the circumstances of Alan’s death which are questionable, at best. i began to speak out on my BitChute channel and she had all of my Alan Watt videos deleted under the guise of copyright (because of the information i placed in the descriptions).
There’s so much more i could tell you. She attempted to get my YouTube channel deleted by filing copyright strikes on Alan Watt videos, but to their credit, they allowed my channel to stay up because she does not legally own the rights to his work — Alan’s two elderly sisters do. Melissa was never married to Alan — In fact, Alan NEVER married anyone.
Please remove this (my vid) which i created and produced from many years ago — In all conscience, i cannot promote this because (Melissa and Kevin) have been profiting mightily from Alan’s death. She had many of my own Alan Watt vids removed from BitChute because i refused to link to their CTTM website after i left Texas — Instead, i linked to archive.org which does not make her any money.
Please respond to me here if you have any concerns or questions. i spent 6 weeks or more deleting (hundreds, about 800) Alan Watt vids i produced and uploaded on BitChute and on YouTube since 2012. A few have been put up on other platforms, like Telegram, but i will be forced to file copyrights with BitChute if my work remains here — i hope that you do not take this personally — as i said, i spoke to Alan personally about 7 months before his death but we routinely corresponded via snail mail beginning in 2012.
He even put me on his shows as a call-in three times (using my real first name).
Please respond here, if further clarification is needed.
All the best, debess ”
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Debess knew me from my youtube channel for some years